Night Before Surgery

The clear liquid diet is horrible. Today I was limited to clear liquids only. So last night I went to have a nice big Italian dinner with the husband. Then I made some jello. This morning I had jello for breakfast. And lunch. And dinner. I went to the grocery store and got home chicken broth. So gross. I tried the lemonade isopure drink and it's not as good as it was when I tried a sip. I went to GNC the other day and got some quest protein powders. Then I went to get a nutri ninja mixer. I haven't tried any, but can't be too bad right?

How am I feeling? I'm so nervous. I can't even imagine that in less than 12 hours I'm going to be about to be in the OR. It such a surreal feeling that it's about to happen. My life is going to change forever. I also keep running through my head why I'm doing this. I want to be happy, healthy, and to be able to be there for my children. I want to be able to have children - then be there for them. And to live to see their children. 

I will write back as soon as I'm up! Thanks for sticking through :) I hope I can help anyone else going through this.